I wonder.... nothing more.

Its been real hard trying to control myself around food, especially since whilst I was trying to get better I told my love about my problem, since thats what you do when your in love you tell each other things so you can help each other but just latley as i've been looking at myself in that disecting way i'd like it to be a sectet again as if I even miss a meal he will tell me i cant not eat and give me that look of dissapointment...what can i do?

Today ive had:
(dont normally have breakfast)
scrambled egg (diary is not good so shouldn't have put milk in!) + toast--374
cottage pie + broccoli---307
tea--25

706

Love Astrid
xxx