Pink, Purple, Blue, Green
I wish I could be seen.
Plain, chocolate and stawberry jam,
100lbs too heavy is what I am.
I wish I could be seen.
Plain, chocolate and stawberry jam,
100lbs too heavy is what I am.
Been doing good for few days, missed breakfast..not that i bother with that excuse of a meal and while I have been working I haven't eaten then and so the only meal I have is my dinner cause my mom makes it and can only say Ive eaten already so many times.
The meals she cooks are sometimes too big a portion for me so Ive been saying I'm too full to finish which is good. But yesterday my boyfriend ( I'm sure he did this on purpose-cause he knows I've 'had' a problem with eating), he came over to mine from work and had a dozen krispy kremes!
Know I do love them, there colours are amazing and cupcakes in general are cute and I love making them to bits but the calories are crap! I make them but chefs should not eat their own food.
I had 2 which was bad enough but he has left them with me now and the 5 that are left here are staring at me with their perfect icing and sprinkles!
I have been taking Alli for the past couple of weeks..eating one with every meal I have I hope it works although your meant to take them with a healthy diet (krispy kremes aint gonna help) but this is going to sound disgusting but it gets the fat of some meals out of your system so the side effect is when you go to the bathroom is slightly oily and the oils like a orange colour so that's not good but that's whats meant to happen so it means it must be working!
Is anyone else taking Alli? What do you feel about it?
love you Astrid xxx
The meals she cooks are sometimes too big a portion for me so Ive been saying I'm too full to finish which is good. But yesterday my boyfriend ( I'm sure he did this on purpose-cause he knows I've 'had' a problem with eating), he came over to mine from work and had a dozen krispy kremes!
Know I do love them, there colours are amazing and cupcakes in general are cute and I love making them to bits but the calories are crap! I make them but chefs should not eat their own food.
I had 2 which was bad enough but he has left them with me now and the 5 that are left here are staring at me with their perfect icing and sprinkles!
I have been taking Alli for the past couple of weeks..eating one with every meal I have I hope it works although your meant to take them with a healthy diet (krispy kremes aint gonna help) but this is going to sound disgusting but it gets the fat of some meals out of your system so the side effect is when you go to the bathroom is slightly oily and the oils like a orange colour so that's not good but that's whats meant to happen so it means it must be working!
Is anyone else taking Alli? What do you feel about it?
love you Astrid xxx
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I have all those tips and never use them. I am gonna get them down tonight!
Hey, I have just come across your lovely, brave, open blog. I've never been entirely happy with my physicality (who is!) BUT I am learning that loving myself despite being the hardest thing, in the end is actually the most rewarding thing to do. I know this will probably sound trite to you but my sister had bulimia and anorexia and my best friend at school had bulimia. My sister is now better, she is not happy with how she looks all the time but she has changed her attitude towards food, she eats 3 meals but healthily, exercises a lot and treats herself once a week. But more importantly she has slowly changed her attitude towards herself. You will just damage your body and your mental health by starving yourself, the secrets aren't good. Your mum loves you, your boyfriend clearly cares about you. Please talk to someone, someone who can help you find a healthier way to deal with food and weight. You sound like a lovely girl and you know you deserve to treat yourself better, with more love and respect, I know it and I've only read your blog! xxx
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