My heart is like a shard of glass,
so ready to cut whoever should touch it.
My head, full of dreams and nightmares,
haunted by my disease.
My body should be my temple,
but it is the last place I want to be seen.
so ready to cut whoever should touch it.
My head, full of dreams and nightmares,
haunted by my disease.
My body should be my temple,
but it is the last place I want to be seen.
Astrid [September 2008]
Hello whoever should come across this page, you will either accept my issue or disown me for it but that it is your choice alone and I am merely here to discuss it. I am pro-Ana.
To most pro-Ana is seen as taboo and I should know better but my issue is the fact that I love it, I want to be thin to the bones, I want my hipbones to protrude from my flesh and my stomach to be impossibly flat. This is my disease and I don't want to get better.
My current weight now stands at 7.5stone [105lbs], now a couple of weeks ago I lost some weight which made me feel like a whale and I started to self harm because of it, I would prick the skin and drag the scalpel down my skin to feel the pain. I am trying not to do that to myself anymore and have not in a while. That weight was 8stone [110lbs].
My ultimate goal weight is 6stone [84lbs] and I am 5ft 2in.
Now you know a small amount, yet a fact none of my close friends or family know which in a way is a huge amount I will be back again to tell you how I am getting on.
Thank you.
Hello whoever should come across this page, you will either accept my issue or disown me for it but that it is your choice alone and I am merely here to discuss it. I am pro-Ana.
To most pro-Ana is seen as taboo and I should know better but my issue is the fact that I love it, I want to be thin to the bones, I want my hipbones to protrude from my flesh and my stomach to be impossibly flat. This is my disease and I don't want to get better.
[Before I carry on I would like to state that I do not advise anyone considering becoming Pro-Anorexia [Ana] or Pro-Bulimia [Mia] to chose this route because it becomes addictive and hard to walk away from!]
My current weight now stands at 7.5stone [105lbs], now a couple of weeks ago I lost some weight which made me feel like a whale and I started to self harm because of it, I would prick the skin and drag the scalpel down my skin to feel the pain. I am trying not to do that to myself anymore and have not in a while. That weight was 8stone [110lbs].
My ultimate goal weight is 6stone [84lbs] and I am 5ft 2in.
Now you know a small amount, yet a fact none of my close friends or family know which in a way is a huge amount I will be back again to tell you how I am getting on.
Thank you.
Astrid
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