I weighed myself today and I am ashamed to say that I have put on 2lbs or at least I think..I brought scales ages ago and they seem inaccurate and I so I weigh myself now and then at the mall in town and so my scales say id gone down to 7stone and the town scales say I am 7st 12lbs which has really annoyed me and I feel disgusted but now I know where I am and I have to reach my goal of 85lbs which means losing 20lbs.

Today I decided to restrict myself from eating but by my break time I felt so weak and tired that I had some Veg sushi..201cals!!! I should have had a piece of fruit..[why didnt you!!!] then I came home to have my soup but then my mother came home and started dinner and she cooked 2veg sausage, 2cheese/pepper sausage, 4 potatoes and veg..why so much i feel so disgusting now i feel like purging!!!